Because Twitter has a limited character allowance

a friend suggested i post it here.

"I feel terrible that I cant be there for some people. or maybe some people dont want my help? idk. I want to be there for them but I still have to respect their personal space and give them room. something i constantly forget alot of the time. but i guess it is okay for me to feel terrible and not just brush it off. It is a good reminder that im a human. A beautiful human being that is capable of feeling anger, jealousy, happiness, sadness, all those emotions. Not the exact quote, but i remember Bob Ross mentioning that for a great life, just like a painting, you have to have darks in it. But i know that with the painter, it is generally up to the painter with what is painted. but there are obstacles that a painter encounters. lack of certain paint, restrictions from other people, or even restrictions that they set upon themselves. Everyone has their own painting, their own life. but it will be good to not compare your painting or your life to others. instead if you do want to compare, do it to help. give advice, share experiences."

pretty much what i wanted to say. but im only 22 years old. going to be 23 in August. There is still so much of my life to live and learn. But so far, i like how it is. It isnt complete hell, nor is it complete paradise. a good balance and that is just the way i like it. the perfect amount of dark paints and light paints.